sister suburbs

2010-08-31T02:16:00.000-07:00

I am sorry that it has been about 7 months since my last post...Been living in Vancouver for the past 4 months and been super busy making a living...So maybe it is time to tell of why Vancouver is a pretty cool citay...This is my fave shop at the moment...

Click here for the hach

it feels so good

2010-02-28T16:33:00.000-08:00

to be drawing again

inspired

2010-02-28T11:57:00.001-08:00

jin young yu

2010-02-19T20:31:00.000-08:00

always attracted to eerie

an actress in some of my favorite movies...

2010-01-11T13:08:00.001-08:00

catherine keener is the coolest

another me

2010-01-09T19:20:00.001-08:00

my celebrity doppelganger

the giving tree

2009-11-20T04:44:00.000-08:00

and here is a lesson, brought to you by simplicity.

sam weber

2009-11-13T10:51:00.000-08:00

lord of the flies illustrated: old faded book aesthetic and apocalyptic emotions

you try so hard but you can't hear the music

2009-10-29T14:55:00.000-07:00

my teenage past #1: the chase

2009-10-29T14:10:00.000-07:00

there was this dude named brandon. he skated, and his brother was in a band called dorian gray or something like that. he wasn't popular but people knew who he was mostly because of his brother. he was kind of the understated of the two. the one who hung quietly on the sidelines while his brother played the battle of the bands. i never saw him much at lunch time. he didn't seem to hang around to be seen. so when i did spot him it was like seeing a unicorn. and i couldn't stop pretending not to stare. one year i took photo, and he ended up being in the same class. of course we never spoke. i never attempted and he never attempted. and i doubt neither of us would have ever. but i remember this one time we were both entering the dark room at the same time. and to get into the dark room there was one of those spin-y doors that enclosed you before letting you out to the other side. it was like a sci fi portal or something ready to shoot you into space. i walked in not noticing he walked in too. and there we were, it was a situation i only dreamt about. but there i was living it. forced to stand face to face in the dark, with only our trays in between us. i felt the awkwardness, he probably didn't. but within that split second of us enclosed in the portal i could've said anything to him. but instead i let the dark and silence takeover the moment, and just thought about how crazy this was.

i feel like killing

2009-10-25T21:45:00.000-07:00

to take my mind off of killing, i feel the need to post some brad neely. because he is funny and so makes me think less about killing. so i need to drown myself in ha-ha-ha's so that my evil urges don't get the best of me.

BABYCAKES!

moustache and honey

2009-10-08T20:40:00.001-07:00

daniel gomez

sally mann

2009-10-08T15:22:00.000-07:00

american and gothic

just finished this book

2009-10-08T13:04:00.000-07:00

i often find myself having little philosophical epiphanies when i read murakami. his writing speaks so much truth in the softess way possible. hm...i am trying really hard to explain the feeling i get with his books, and i hope this is all making sense. but i wonder how you can be so in tune with yourself to produce writing like him. anyhow, i think i will read this a second time so i can share some great quotes...stay tuned for a better post on his book...this one kind of sucks

the crosby

2009-10-01T01:38:00.000-07:00

the Crosby: click me

a formula

2009-09-24T10:49:00.000-07:00

the cat man

2009-09-11T09:22:00.001-07:00

IKEA HEIGHTS

2009-09-11T09:18:00.000-07:00

IKEA HEIGHTS

electric city

2009-09-10T16:41:00.000-07:00

kristin condia

just a quick thought

2009-09-09T10:23:00.000-07:00

a skill of the capitalistic age is faking you are happy. no one wants a sad worker

minutes before 10

2009-09-09T10:03:00.001-07:00

she sells sea shells

2009-08-24T22:19:00.000-07:00

lisa brantley

a couple reasons why i loved 500 days of summer

2009-08-06T13:12:00.000-07:00

1. the movie posters
2. zooey's character's senior quote in highschool was : color my life with the chaos of trouble by belle and sebastian. in highschool i too wrote this all over my binders and folders and such...i was obsessed with this quote
3. zooey cries when her and levitt see the graduate together...i've done the same. and as of late i am having a dustin hoffman summer...a lazy comfortable discontent spent floating along the pool

i feel like a nine year old today

2009-08-02T20:02:00.000-07:00

How to just do it

“Just do it.” Three simple words that are simply powerful.

Nike made this phrase famous, but it’s not just a marketing gimmick. All you need is to “just do it” and you will reach a crucial tipping point in which you will go from saying and planning; to doing and proving.

It’s pretty scary to take a plunge into something like “just do it” implies. But here is how you go about it.

Don’t pick a time or day

“Just doing it” shouldn’t be precise; it should come to you out of the blue. There’s no need to pick a day or plan ahead.

Get pissed, get frustrated

I’ll be honest; I’m pissed and frustrated as I write this article right now. But it’s giving me an unbelievable amount of motivation, and even a little adrenaline to go for it.

Instead of fighting, crying, or complaining when you’re frustrated, funnel that energy into focus and action.

Remember that time’s a wastin’

Every month, week, day, hour, and minute you get closer to your end. Nothing will motivate you more to live than death.

Think less, act more

It might be risky, it might get you in trouble, but you must act more than you think. Forget the “what if’s.” F**K all the naysayers and whatever they tell you! Don’t worry if you fail. Don’t think about the money you’ll lose or gain. Be a little stupid and take a lot of action.

Lose these words and phrases

These aren’t real excuses.

“I can’t.”

“I don’t have enough money.”

You don’t need money to take the plunge.

“I don’t have enough time.”

Yes you do! I don’t care how busy you are. You don’t have enough time to wait.

“I don’t know where to start.”

“I don’t know how.”

Start learning. Get your feet wet and you’ll learn along the way.

“Later.”

No, now!

Stop acting like you’re busy

There are a lot of people out there who push papers around and act like they have so many places to go and so much to do. In reality, they’re just avoiding the actions that will get them what they really desire. May be it is because they’re scared or doubtful.

I don’t care who you are; you have time to “just do it” and chase something you want or need. You’ll just have to get less sleep, lose free time, and make lots of other sacrifices.

Know when you’re reaching your tipping point

One of the biggest obstacles keeping people from “just doing it” is not recognizing when they’re about to hit their tipping point.

If you’ve ever found yourself asking, “is this all there is to life?”, then you are closely approaching your tipping point. The same goes if you feel like you’re about to have a nervous breakdown.

You can either succumb to your emotions; or you can stand up, fight, and just go for whatever will make you happy. Once you cross the threshold towards your tipping point, your mind will never be the same and nothing can ever stop you; except yourself.

List what you don’t like about your life

Perhaps it is focusing on negativity a little too much; but grab a piece of paper and write down what you don’t like about your life. May be you don’t have enough money or worse you aren’t happy enough. For those who really want change, it’s enough for them to take the plunge.

Keep in mind:

“Just do it” is much easier said than done. And it should be that way. It separates the people who deserve it from those who don’t.

So what are you waiting for? Get to it! Close your browser window, turn off the tv, put down the book or magazine and get going!

anarcho-primitivism

2009-08-02T19:37:00.000-07:00

read about it

gerhard richter

2009-07-15T14:22:00.000-07:00

"Strange though this may sound, not knowing where one is going, being lost, being a loser, reveals the greatest possible faith and optimism, as against collective security and collective significance. To believe, one must have lost God; to paint, one must have lost art."

"I want to leave everything as it is. I therefore neither plan nor invent; I add nothing and omit nothing. At the same time, I know that I inevitably shall plan, invent, alter, make and manipulate. But I don't know that."

i've been distracted

2009-06-10T22:59:00.000-07:00

i realize i havn't been posting much art stuff...and what a shame, because before this blog was all crazy filled with art. i think i got wrapped up in publicly disclosing my emotional happenings when what's more interesting is the awesome art people are making in this world...so, i was browsing that intense imagery website called fffound. i can seriously spend hours clicking from one image to another. feeding my brain with images gets addicting. and i found this girl named AUTUMN WHITEHURST. her vision of eighties sleek is perfect. its like nagel of now.

Click here for who is Nagel

i am sure you can recognize his stuff commonly used for hair salons...oh but he is so much better than that...

albino animals are amazing

2009-05-30T11:00:00.000-07:00

sometimes you just can't help but be creepy

2009-05-29T19:14:00.001-07:00

on a lighter note

2009-05-27T19:23:00.001-07:00

i am now .75% famous! i bought this book like 3 years ago...cause i was uber obsessed with the yyys...nick zinner released his first photo book and i totally snagged it on sale at urban for 9.99 when i was working there...i think i even got employee discount on top of that too. anyhow, so i had this book for 3 years...and the other night just had a sudden urge to flip through it. i looked up the show that i had went to in pomona. and low and behold my beaming little face was in the crowd! wtf right?

being emo about studying

2009-05-27T19:18:00.000-07:00

take back

2009-05-27T10:37:00.000-07:00

okay i take it back. i am happily exclaiming singlehood but i admit i am love sick at the same time. i gotta stop fooling female empowerment cause i really want to cuddle. but alas, there are no options at the moment. and i gotta be okay with that. i just never understood how some girls always had options. i actually am not picky. but sometimes i feel i am unrealistic. ie dwelling on the impossible. i don't want to oneday find myself alone and a scary old maid. i wanna be able to cuddle til im ripe and old. cuddle til death! but at the same time i refuse to change my expectations of the love dream. so yeah...i hope peeps like my post on loneliness. maybe i should start clubbing like all them other single girls. make my friday nights hot.
though for right now i will be unrealistically crushing on musicians. and a dumb boy in new york, who happens to be both a musician and artist. mother fucking deadly combo! mental exercise of the moment: consciously stop thoughts about "boy"

as a sort of emotional purging i am posting this lil gift that said "boy" gave to me. perhaps making my private life public will be a sort of emotional release for me. not that anyone else but myself should care. but it is interesting isn't it? i mean i would be totally interested in a stranger's love life.

THE PLEASURES OF TODAY

2009-05-26T19:17:00.000-07:00

do i sound crazy if i repeat this over and over again?

THE PLEASURES OF TODAY
THE PLEASURES OF TODAY
THE PLEASURES OF TODAY
THE PLEASURES OF TODAY
THE PLEASURES OF TODAY
THE PLEASURES OF TODAY
THE PLEASURES OF TODAY
THE PLEASURES OF TODAY
THE PLEASURES OF TODAY
THE PLEASURES OF TODAY
THE PLEASURES OF TODAY
THE PLEASURES OF TODAY
THE PLEASURES OF TODAY
THE PLEASURES OF TODAY
THE PLEASURES OF TODAY
THE PLEASURES OF TODAY
THE PLEASURES OF TODAY
THE PLEASURES OF TODAY
THE PLEASURES OF TODAY

officially burned into my soul, burn it into yours too.

bleaching the hair

2009-05-26T17:09:00.000-07:00

this is probably a very silly post. but im about to bleach my haaairrsss...and i just thought the world would really like to know that.
i got back from sf this morn at 8am...came home for a cup of joe joe and then went to stats. made eye contact with the cute metallica boy. and then came home took a restless nap and then went to tutor luke. sometimes i just like locking myself up in the bathroom and mess around with my hairs, pluck my eyebrowz, or just sit on the counter and soak my feet in the sink. too much info? i don't care. sf was fucking rad btw. my friend clarissa took to me to a mess of places. i would have to say it was a vacay of great foodz. oh man i think i gained a pound of two. went to burmese superstar, finally went to tartine the bestest bakery on the west coast fo sho. at least what i have explored so far. went to a bbq at some peeps cute home in oakland. it was seriously the cutest wooden house...dream home status. it was a potluck. and by the signs of what people brought sf area peeps care about their food. hardly anything was not made from scratch. aside from perhaps the hamburger buns and a six pack of beer. there was a keg of homemade beer that had the creamiest wheaty flavor. someone else brought their very own green tea soda made made from grapefruit green tea, sugar, and seltzer...fucking genius. and to top it off the dude packaged it in old classico tomato sauce jars. fucking awesome. oh and also two words: rice balls. no rice no life. we brought prociutto, basil, fig, goatcheese, on toothpick thingys. and greentea dino shaped cookies, that were a lovely poo sixties green color and was flavored with 3 powerful scoops of matcha. ill try to post some pickys later. one of the dudes that lived in the lovely house was studying to be a butcher and he had his own makeshift meat preserver in a vintage fridge where he had cute lil sausages hanging. homemade chorizo and salami...invision that. in addition to that there were homemade sausages and hamburgers too. meat heaven fo sho. what a great passion. there aren't many young folks pursuing the charcuterie. what else...fuck, so many great things, i wish you were there. oh and another thing, i think everyone needs to go to the california academy of sciences. why does sf have to go and create an establishment this cool. do they have to keep upping their coolness? the center of this thing (designed by the same dude who did the pompidou in paris fyi...) has a simulated rainforest. its a glass bulby thing that you slowly climb up, and as you move up you are also moving up the layers of the rainforest. at the very top, there are hundreds of butterflies freely fluttering around. landing on you, next to you, and everywhere else. and actually before you go on the elevator to head back down to the ground floor there are mirrors and a security person who tells you to look for any butterflies that you should shake off so that you dont bring one back with you. amongst many things (ie planetarium) this place is magic.

girls boys me

2009-05-21T12:54:00.001-07:00

i feel as of late, i am in quite an objective perspective/position when it comes to boys. i see my gfs who are currently fawning over some hottie, in a relationship, still hung up on some dude, or doing the chase. all the while i feel like i am a spectator cause i have been really happily single the past couple months, reevaluating me including what i want and need out of this grand ol' life. pretty much intensely dating me. and i like it. there is nothing wrong with being into the boys. cause it can be awesome. but when things get problematic then is the time to take a vacation from love-hood and focus on the self. i've had a shakey boy past. and i feel now that i am in my early twenties. (haha i talk as if i am a veteran of life or something...totally am not yet) i want to really develop my sense of self and a balance of life/happiness. cause i want that dream love which is totally possible (i don't think anyone needs to settle), but it aint possible til im happy. i have always had a bit of anxiety and low self esteem and all that is such a waste of life. so im dating me to get rid of that. though i must admit, i am not crush free...especially on a cute boy in my stat class who wears metallica shirts... ;)

can't wait to see this btw...

the cutest

2009-05-19T13:37:00.000-07:00

has anyone acknowledged the cuteness that is piglet??? recently my sis has been obsessing over baby pigs. and so we've been watching an excessive amount of baby pig videos on youtube. baby pigs scratching themselves is probably the cutest sight to behold. pigs are so smart. they like figuring shit out. and when taught to do tricks they don't just do them. they think about the most efficient way to do them first. why must these animals be so cute...! it makes me feel bad for loving bacon so much.
and so all this pig obsession got me thinking about piglet and how cute he is. he's so shy and timid, yet so resilient. i just wanna cuddle him!

gr8 things come in wholesale packages

2009-05-19T09:24:00.001-07:00

my sis discovered an amazing cheese via her bf's gparents...its a triple cream brie and it melts in your effing mouth! its great on a slice of toast with a slight drizzle of honey...mmmm. and we got it from places of all places...COSTCO. yes, the exclusive warehouse of large quantity goods. now that's high class.

on another note, last night saw a bunch of friends in one place and it made me so happy. we all congregated at a friend's show at detroit bar and then i parted ways to go with my friend liz to a dude's pad. she just got a medicinal mj card and so shares the wealth with friends. she's like the middleman to great weeds. weed strands have such great names. they always sound so magical and delicious...ie blueberry bud, strawberry superfunk. she also might make a skate vid for the dudes at her clinic...i hope she does, cause then she'll invite me and then i can gawk and stare and awe at cute skaterz

balthus girls

2009-03-26T16:31:00.000-07:00

sighing big time...girls, sexuality, mystery, and angles...

i love aya takano

2009-03-15T19:55:00.001-07:00

a thank you in the form of a mix cd

2009-03-14T12:39:00.000-07:00

hideaki kawashima

2009-02-21T12:45:00.000-08:00

i've been meaning to find the name of this artist and finally did today...i love eyes. especially eerie puppy dog weepy ones...eyes are so important to everything

friend of the wolves and spirits

2009-02-14T11:17:00.000-08:00

beatrix potter doodles

2009-02-14T11:11:00.000-08:00

just a drawing of beatrix potter that i havent seen before...

cause i feel like new york city today

2009-02-12T16:59:00.000-08:00

progressive bandwagon

2009-02-12T16:43:00.001-08:00

I am a suck for social theories/inspection so here is one on asian guys (please click this sentence)...

beauty of sisterhood

2009-02-11T23:11:00.000-08:00

i'm back in love with coco rosie. which isn't a very hard thing to do. they have a new song from their new album posted on their myspace and i cant stop putting it on repeat...argh too much <3

and now...yoshitomo nara

2009-02-08T22:41:00.000-08:00

daydreamer

the city of nara

2009-02-08T22:33:00.000-08:00

so i was searching yoshitomo nara just to reminisce his greatness and stumbled upon the discovery of nara the city of japan...wow, this IS dream city...i need to go here oneday...

"Tame deer roam through the town, and especially in Nara Park. These deer might be considered "tame" if the visitor does not have any "shika sembei - Deer Biscuits" when they see them.

According to the legendary history of Kasuga Shrine, a mythological god Takemikazuchi arrived in Nara on a white deer to guard the newly built capital of Heijō-kyō. Since then the deer were regarded as heavenly animal to protect the city and the country.[5] Snack vendors sell small biscuits to visitors so they can enjoy feeding the deer. Some of the deer have learned to bow in response to tourists' bows. They nudge, jostle, and even bite for food."

sooooo magical...deer are already magical creatures to me...and now that i know theres a magical city of deer...i must go there...

names i would give my daughter

2009-01-30T02:36:00.000-08:00

camellia or camille
brandy
zoe
vie

hmm....

2009-01-28T13:55:00.000-08:00

guitar nipple
cello scrotom

hahah

these were actual medical conditions in the british medical journal

the cello scrotom condition was deemed a hoax but guitar nipple still exists...which is the friction between the guitar and the player's nipple...comparable to the touching of nickle to the skin which can cause a rash

so odd!

i love richard scarry

2009-01-24T22:32:00.000-08:00

new work out

2009-01-23T12:40:00.000-08:00

sexy boy

2009-01-15T16:37:00.000-08:00

when french currency was beautiful

2009-01-15T14:19:00.000-08:00

more old pics...hugs n drugs back in the day

2009-01-15T13:47:00.000-08:00

old pic

2009-01-14T20:42:00.000-08:00

deer lovers

2009-01-14T20:05:00.001-08:00

river's edge

2009-01-14T16:49:00.001-08:00

there is so much about this movie to love...it would have to be one of my faves...granted it is very dark and pretty sadistic its such a beautiful film. plus the stars are young eighties kids keanu reeves, crispin glover, and ione skye. this movie makes me love these three actors no matter what shitty film they may make now. i have such a love for eighties punk dramas...always so great..always so stylin :)

mix for jana

2009-01-06T18:44:00.000-08:00

1. don't know why-norah jones
2. amsterdam-peter bjorn and john
3. ah oui comme ca-chromeo
4. dance-esg
5. ready or not-the fugees
6. house of cards-radiohead
7. i've got a woman-ray charles
8. two fine lovers-sean lennon
9. the black arts-stereolab
10. soma-the strokes
11. the kids don't stand a chance-vampire weekend

bras

2009-01-06T18:42:00.000-08:00

oh btw

2009-01-05T17:23:00.000-08:00

i bought this shirt. i don't usually buy printed shirts but this one made me laugh. i don't know why. simply mustached faces i like.

i also discovered my true zodiac according to birthday birth place and birth time...leo sun, scorpio moon, and gemini ascendant. cool always wanted to know. kind of a crazy combo.

nostalgia

2009-01-05T17:00:00.001-08:00

i am so unrealistic. i often find myself wanting to live my life out like a good film. or trying to find my life in a movie. i have too much nostalgia in me...and though in recent days nostalgia hasn't been seen as a bad thing. its cute. its sweet. its dreamy. i dont think its any of these things. i read that the concept of nostalgia started out as a mental disease linked to depression and melancholy. it was a symptom that sailors and such tried to avoid and hoped to never get. just wikipedia it. you'll see. the idea is in everything i do. i make art that glorifies the past. and i often find myself reminiscing. i want to gradually eliminate this. it's like im trying to find eternity in my past when really i should be finding the realness in where/and what i am doing at the present moment. like right now i am laying in bed, head propped up on two pillows with my warm lap top on my legs. i am taking a break from reading my current fav book at the moment "the elegance of the hedgehog" and i have a dictionary next to me as well. cause sometimes theres words i need to know the meaning of like altruism and capricious. oh and to top it off im listening to norah jones. um i think this is pretty much dreamy sweetness right here.

just one more...may we all share the best year yet <3 !

2008-12-31T21:00:00.001-08:00

HAPPY NEW YEAR 2009

2008-12-31T19:17:00.001-08:00

future bathroom in future home

2008-12-31T19:15:00.001-08:00

spike jonze commercials

2008-12-15T14:42:00.000-08:00

sophia sophia

2008-12-11T19:13:00.000-08:00

He was rubbing his pockets. Probably having wet daydreams in the middle of fourth period bio. I knew he was rubbing an inkjet print out of sophia loren. Not everyone knew he was obsessed but I knew along with some other people who had all been in our fourth grade class back in 99. We all experienced his discovery of the full bodied babe. I think he watched grumpier old men with his grandma. And then when he internet searched her he discovered that she was even hotter when she was younger. It’s kinda funny but when you really think about it it just gets creepy. I rather choose to be amused. He had always been an oddball and a fantasciser for sure. Nothing that he couldn’t help.
Me and Gina on the other hand we were realists or at least thats what she decided for us.

lick the star

2008-12-07T19:22:00.000-08:00

afro ken chart

2008-12-07T16:36:00.001-08:00

ice cream chart

2008-12-07T16:30:00.000-08:00

the tupac shirt

2008-12-07T10:29:00.000-08:00

true life

2008-12-07T10:12:00.001-08:00

over this past weekend i have watched three different mtv true lifes. 1. i have acne, 2. i panic, 3. (my personal favorite) i need anger management. i'd like to say i like to watch life dramas of real people but really...im addicted to reality television.

welcome to the dollhouse

2008-12-07T09:58:00.000-08:00

last night i tried watching this through the new netflix mac compatible "watch it now" feature and unfortunately the sound was off by 3 seconds. when i first decided on watching it i was sort of indifferent and wasn't sure if maybe cool hand luke was the better choice. but after the intro and the first scene in the cafeteria i realized i had to see this entire movie and moved it to the top of my queue. im a sucker for misfits. by the way, i ended up watching groundhog day...

mix for clarissa

2008-12-06T20:01:00.000-08:00

1. at the hop-devendra banhart
2. bang on-the breeders
3. black eskimo-les georges leningrad
4. come closer-indian jewelry
5. come on let's go-broadcast
6. cool-pylon
7. doo wop (that thing)-lauryn hill
8. heart of chambers-beach house
9. iko iko-the dixie cups
10. lovefool-the cardigans
11. the one dot-pit er pat
12. tom's diner-suzanne vega

mix for paul

2008-12-06T19:59:00.000-08:00

1. knife-grizzly bear
2. year zero-the gris gris
3. take on me-cap'n jazz
4. jesus-chromatics
5. goo goo muck-the cramps
6. boys don't cry-the cure
7. girls o war-die monitr batss
8. ready for the floor-hot chip
9. m.e.x.i.c.o.-the kills
10. wild pack of family dogs-modest mouse
11. 1979-smashing pumpkins

mix for gaby

2008-12-06T19:57:00.000-08:00

1. funk da esfiha-bonde do role
2. ooooo i'm blue-the two tears
3. gone till november-wyclef jean
4. pink triangle-weezer
5. hotcha girls-ugly casanova
6. soma-the strokes
7. heart of glass-nouvelle vague
8. supa doopa-les georges leningrad
9. les and ray-le tigre
10. etheric device-glass candy
11. 405-death cab for cutie

mix for brittany

2008-12-05T13:08:00.000-08:00

1. agoraphobia-deerhunter
2. the end of you too-metronomy
3. a minha menina (my girl)- os mutantes
4. guantanamera-wyclef jean
5. she's not there-the zombies
6. some candy talking-the jesus and mary chain
7. little acorns-leila
8. winter weather-the gris gris
9. little fury bugs-death cab for cutie
10. easier-grizzly bear
11. we're gonna rise-the breeders

mix for elizabeth

2008-12-05T11:36:00.000-08:00

1. looking for the perfect beat-afrika bambatta
2. kelly watch the stars-air
3. the way you move-big boi feat. sleepy brown
4. girls and boys-=blur
5. geto boys-glasscandy
6. down with jesus-the gris gris
7. beach party-hot chip
8. black balloon-the kills
9. friendship station-le tigre
10. dancing with myself-nouvelle vague
11. dirty dirty-ol'dirty bastard

mix for helia

2008-12-05T11:08:00.000-08:00

1. i stand corrected-vampire weekend
2. into the sun-sean lennon
3. lazy confessions-the moldy peaches
4. you don't own me-lesley gore
5. tape song-the kills
6. just like honey-the jesus and mary chain
7. come closer-indian jewelry
8. head spinz (hawnay troof remix)-high places
9. my moon my man-feist
10. cross bones style-cat power

layer techniques and acid

2008-12-05T10:59:00.000-08:00

it's winter time but what do you do about warmth if you don't want to look like a mod? christmas shopping was on her mind and she was suppose to be buying something for her brother but she couldnt help but think more about herself. there had already been a month of cold days and she was still wearing sweat shirts. but she couldn't help that she was so particular about outerwear. it's such a definitive piece of clothing. just like friday nights it always had the potential to change your life.

the price is right

2008-12-04T23:04:00.000-08:00

I had my hand on the table and his sweaty palm rested on top. He asked for digits. And for a split second spending time with him in the daylight flashed through my mind. It was unpleasant. For one thing he would be too sure of himself. He would smile with all his teeth. And he would be extra nice to middle aged women as if they were once his fourth grade teacher and he their pet. Kiss ass. Here was a grown up all American thumbs up type of a kiss ass.

my wild bunny

2008-12-04T22:57:00.000-08:00

The cobra is in his hands. Yes, it’s cheap but it isn’t bad just warm. The grass is the cold part. Cold on his ass. He was outside at an inside party. The inside parties always become the outside parties because cigarettes are used to celebrate and be merry. Even though he doesn’t smoke and he can be described as mildly antisocial he always finds it more enjoyable to be surrounded by people talking. Sometimes he can overhear funny things. There are a group of girls in black smoking weed on the porch steps. The only outside light is very bright and it sits right above their circle. It illuminates their exhale puffs. He thinks about smoking weed. And realizes he would really like to do that. But he feels it would be rude to ask. The girls are really pretty to him. Stunning that they are all wearing black. Though they wear black not in a goth way.